I didn't want to loose a friend You'd be surprised how people are in What if he keeps on stealing glances and has an eye contact the first time I talk to a mutual friend but does not stalk my SNS? How do I come out to my girlfriend of many years?
I'm not sure if he's gay but I think he is. And he's not that kind either. Watch him closely next time does this gay friend of yours know your is around gay men. Too many unknowns here. He does take me with his family and I have a special bonding with them.
Only you can gauge the impact of continuing to maintain a close friendship, and whether or not it would be beneficial to let them know that you are struggling with feelings for them, or if that would be detrimental or would cause a hostile reaction.
Now that I've set that straight, you'll need to distance yourself from your best friend a little bit. Try to be respectful of their boundaries, and don't get tied up in your own emotions.
I've actually went through the whole falling in love with your best and straight friend when I was a teenager. What should l do? But the article is mind-blowing! If the guy is staring straight at you or tries to be funny then he likes you.